welcome :)

When you try your best but you don’t succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep

Stuck in reverse..

After deeply thinking about future. i’ve been trying to act.

nowadays, before sleeping, maybe i did not -lock the livingroom, clean my face, wash my toe,somehow brush my teeth, text you (although i’m waiting the cellphone beep)- anymore, that i used to do. but don’t mind.I just wanna Him to listen (for sure) this. doa istikharah:

Ya Allah sesungguhnya aku minta pilihan yang tepat kepada-Mu, dengan ilmu pengetahuan-Mu (untuk mengatasi persoalanku) dengan ke-Maha kuasaan-Mu. Aku mohon kepada-Mu sesuatu dari anugerah-Mu yang Maha agung, sesungguhnya Engkau maha kuasa sedang aku tidak kuasa. Engkau mengetahui sedang aku tidak mengetahuinya dan Engkau adalah Maha mengetahui hal yang ghaib. Ya Allah, apabila engkau mengetahui bahwa urusan ini lebih baik dalam agamaku dan akibatnya terhadap diriku di dunia atau di akhirat takdirkanlah untukku, mudahkanlah jalannya, kemudian berilah berkah. Akan tetapi apabila Engkau mengetahui bahwa persoalan ini lebih berbahaya bagiku dalam agama, perekonomian, dan akibatnya kepada diriku, maka singkirkanlah persoalan tersebut. dan jauhkan aku daripadanya. takdirkan kebaikan untukku dimana saja kebaikan itu berada. kemudian berilah kerelaan-Mu padaku.

from said bin ali al-qahthani

some people think, those number 1 in sequence will bring them luck and the day is friday, coincidentally. but i still sat down over the wooden chair keep eyes on notebook, hoping for better luck?

I love things about her (but don’t love her )
I love the way she treat me (but don’t love her)

yeyeye

Catch the monkey by the toe.

If it hollers let him go,

Eeny, meeny, miny, moe, you are it!

hi. first of all happy eid 1432 H. lets welcome syawal with joy! :)

i am not designer. so? hehe

i wanna tell you what became my focus. lately

i became logo designer! *still amateur :P

not all of sudden, actually. just because i love it

although i never became a winner, i enjoyed every second of the work i do

let me show you my folio *somboooong dikit :D

http://99designs.com/users/626737

i’ve learned a lot from contest holders, another designers, some tutorials, and 99designs itself as contest design provider. i reallyreally enjoy and they usually give me feedback to improve my works!

like this children’s counting rhyme. eeny meeny miny moe.

i am counting out the opportunity and possibility to find my passion

do you love designing logo and branding too?

here it is some great resources

http://www.logoorange.com/logo-design-09.php

http://www.1stwebdesigner.com/inspiration/logo-design-trends-2009/

or great cover book designing!

http://www.1stwebdesigner.com/inspiration/creative-book-cover-story/

thank you for coming :)

http://www.giselejaquenod.com.ar/
http://spotillustration.com/
http://www.ranchmarket.co.id/
http://www.darrenbooth.com/
http://www.annejulie-art.com/
http://www.creaturecomfortsblog.com/
http://rose-a-petits-pois.blogspot.com/
http://www.blueapplebooks.com/
http://radiohead.com/
http://www.paperforest.blogspot.com/
http://www.ttthings.com/

the one i dont understand. still the same from past to — i dont know i dont need to know

fyi, I will start writing again. and Wednesday morning, 13 Mar 2011

is the better time for me to do it. and I did :D some phrase tease me very often, and I’m so proud of those people who express their aim  in such a beautiful words. have you ever heard chasing pavement? it sounds interesting to me.  maybe like hmm proverb? I don’t understand exactly. but it so ear catching :P

actually it is a title of beautiful song, sang by beautiful voice. and make me  wonder , the composer must be very smart and creative to chain such a beautiful words and rhythm. they can make my heart beating and my soul singing :p

I believe that some words can change the world, it seems too much, BUT big thing is started from little thing. that’s why I love reading, listening and now start writing, it can enrich vocab and make us chain words till touch the deepest heart and change action. some social networking and microblogging :realize or not: are also contribute for the culture entirely. but its regretted, youth ‘sometimes’ did not keep their mouth. sorry for saying youth, but I observe it the most.

The freedom of giving opinions, suggestions, critics and something like that in this nation like 2 sides coin, that can solve the problems and also make problem concurrently. And balancing of this trade off isn’t easy.

So, lets keep our words and mouth. saying just the way you are, simply but beautiful, even in case we are angry. Because everyone representating our words in different way. watch out, and enjoy writing ;)

all things you representating this title “its true”

yess i’m finding you back.

the more i forget the more i remember. hosh

i deliberately saw you. good night

bismika allahumma ahya wa bismika amut :)